-020; money spent on empty living

-Friday, February 10, 2006

-000i'm gonna make somebody love me

10 best excuses when you get caught falling asleep on your desk:

10. "They told me at the blood bank this might happen."

9. "This is just a 15 minute power-nap like they raved about inthat time management course you sent me to."

8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the White-Out. You probablygot here just in time!"

7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statementand envisioning a new paradigm."

6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance."

5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relievework-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people whopractice Yoga?"

4. "Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out asolution to our biggest problem."

3. "The coffee machine is broken..."

2. "Someone must've put decaf in the wrong pot..."

And the #1 best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at yourdesk...

1. " ... in Jesus' name. Amen."

>> 10:39 PM;

-Sunday, February 05, 2006

-000.

yuli/jiaen: haha. i didnt say i wasnt on the team i said it isnt about the team stuff.

You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'

>> 9:43 PM;

-Friday, February 03, 2006

-000im gonna make somebody love me

you know
theres always so much going on in my life
thats so interesting
and there so much to blog about
i cant blog at all.
ha.ha.ha.
plus im too tried from softball i cant type..or talk..or do anything

today was a great day
people were great
softball was great
until i found out.
sigh
it isnt about the team stuff anyway
nothing can be more depressing than finding out im not in the team haha.

wimbledon's tmr at 9pm.
too bad i wont be in

>> 10:01 PM;

-Tuesday, January 31, 2006

-000and everyday's the worst day ev er

went to zhimin's house for mahjong today where she won nearly all the games in a row -.-
it was fun until that. haha. but anyway i didnt lose money so only steph and vany had to pay her.
and then uh went to orchard.
vany's sister and two boy cousins were there
extremely annoying because they followed us everywhere and bugged us
everyone got so angry at them
they especially picked on me because when one of the boy cousins took vany's worksheet and came to help vany take it away because they were crumpling it and folding it and she has to pass it up. so i tried to get it away and they dont know when to stop you know? so when they were going to tear her worksheet i got so angry and scolded them and took the boy's cap and threw it away. but vany finally got it back anyway
so then they didnt like me and they kept shooting the bubble tea bubbles at me and vany and the rest but esp at me i guess. then after that they took vany's worksheet again. THEN after that they were kicking these stones right while we were walking along the mall and stuff and then people kept staring at us because they were kicking the stones in front. so i picked up the stone when they kicked it right at me and i threw it in the dustbin and they got mad i guess. well i was mad too. and so you know the little brown balls inside plant pots? they took a bunch of them and threw them at me while i was walking in front. yeah. i ignored them anyway.

and you might think thats the end of it buttttt. in taka they started irritaing others and i really got pissed so when vany's sister was in front of me and stepped on her shoe and she couldnt walk. then she kicked me and kicked steph too.

and THEN. in art friends since they hated me so much they decided to use the spray can and sprayed it on my hair. i sort of ignored them and talked and laughed and stuff like i didnt care and then they sprayed it on my jacket and i got really angry so zhimin and steph and i went to talk to the person behind then counter and the three of them ran away.

so we thought good they wont come back but they did and they were trying to spray me again whem zhimin got so pissed and scolded them haha. and then we managed to go to the other section of art friends without them noticing us and escaped through the other exit ha.ha.ha.

heeeelll. fff heh i know i really shouldnt have done all those stuff but i guess i couldnt control my anger so well. the only thing that kept be from kicking them and screaming was to spare the other people in the mall. everyone was so pissed lah haha. vany's sister and her cousins really dont know when to stop and thats amazing.. they're just wasting their life away you know? sec 1 and still so..i dont know. luckily, vany's not so bad haha.

i wasnt sposed to post all that but when i mentioned them i got so angry i couldnt stop. heh. anyway, no more posting for at least a week or two or three or four. okay. ta

why do i keep torturing myself
when i know the truth but everytime i try to instill it in me
i go crazy a little more

>> 9:26 PM;

-Monday, January 30, 2006

-000slaving away

after my last two updates and this update, it should make up for my not updating..and for not updating the next few weeks. i must be a nerd and study..and get my site up.

sarah: thx :D
jia: yep
emelyn: plied at your blog ages ago haha
vanna: plied at your blog ages ago too
ning: it is french :D hahaha
jia: plied at your blog ages ago
yuli: doubleyawn
nuchh: i saw you too :D its okay
vany: yeah you need to put a leash on your sister or something haha
aloe: wow aloe. hahaha. i am honored that's surprising. whats guomen ne :x
yuli: hahaha whats that crap
suyee: i put parts of the song that i want to put but you just paste the whole stupid song there haha.
carolyn: noo im sposed to thank you. but at least its even now heh
sulin: yeah you came the wrong day and time haha. );
yuli: aww haha
adele: i'm a busy woman you know. or a busy mouse. whatever :D
vany: yeah glad you realised haha
karyan: you too :D
ning: (:
yuli: a little too late right haha i watched it alr.
vanna: nooo. if you're gonna get it tell me or get for me okay haha
nur: oh okay i see :D
joyce: haha yeah june has abandoned us
vany: whatever vany haha

anyway chinese new year was pretty boring. haha. as usual :x and my mom's family is in hongkong so yes. i cant blog like myself today like my tag replies were so..not me. and this post also since when do i use dots haha. maybe i just havent posted properly for a long time

i realise every car ride my family has we're always debating. about stupid stuff -.- so yesterday we were arguing about my sister's teeth that has fallen out but hasnt been replaced by new teeth for three months. and the fact that her teeth arent exactly prefect. then on another car ride we were arguing about what would become of my parents when we abandon them.

so i said when i go overseas and get married or something i'll buy a house for my parents near my house so they wont have to retire in singapore (no offence but who wants to retire in singapore? no fresh air, nothing to do and you end up listening to children singing in the old folks home). and they said i wouldnt have enough money, but i think i can afford to spend money on two houses on my family you know? and if i dont happen to have enough i can always use my husband's money or something. or i can use my parents own money i mean why should i pay for it actually. i'll just do the deals for them and stuff. so we'll all live happily ever after in a nice open fresh air area and my mom can do gardening and look after my babies. yes.

so they said they'll still have hannah and i said who would marry her with her decaying teeth and bad breath. unless her husband has decaying teeth and bad breath then they can all decay together. that was a bit mean of me actually but i was in a mean mood cause they didnt think i'd have enough money. and so i won the arguement. yay.

that bit was quite irrelevant really why did i post it. anyway later when we were all subdued after the arguement because i won (ha.ha.) i saw the sunset and it was beau i havent watched the sun set for ages. well the set was ordinary but the sun was all red and fiery and there were these perfect horizontal red shadings across it like a painting or a coloring. and as all sunsets and freaky lightning storms do, they leave me feeling all mystified and sad and unsatisfied because there are so many beautiful and amazing things in the world's nature but no one treasures them and they just go like the sun sets and there isnt another sunset exactly like it, and its gone forever; and i dont understand the amazing things and i cant get enough of them. now i get why erica likes watching the sunset haha.

anyway legally blond two is so touching i love it :D. give me funny touching inspirational movies over horror gory moveis such as houseofwax any day :D. i cried thrice heh.

hope we can really go to zhimin's house tmr to play mahjong. you have to love mahjong <3 haha.

>> 11:03 AM;

-Sunday, January 29, 2006

-000when it's all sa id ad done

house of wax is so freaky. haha. i've never dared to watch freaky shows before, except maybe a few of the considered less freaky ones and they werent that bad but house of wax was so ..gory. haha. and then my family all went to take a nap and im all alone in the study room and i keep looking back to see the freaky guy coming to cut me up shit.

rawr. i think i shall go see my family now ha.ha.ha.

>> 3:10 PM;

-Saturday, January 28, 2006

-000and i'll be love's suici d e

mm i shall blog properly su.

i think i should actually reply tags but ughh. oh yeah i replied most at their blogs already.

i cant blooggg

theres so much stuff going on in my life
how can i blog about all that.

plus im too lazy. you know when i get my site up finally maybe i'll just update a month or something and just leave stuff for visitors. not that anyone would want my stuff. maybe i'll just leave my site for poems hahaha. i wouldnt mind but then the site would be deserted of any visitors ha.ha.

school been quite fun i laughed so much harder and more in 3 weeks than in the rest of my life heh. well maybe not, but yes. although this week was so stressfull and stuff i still had alot of fun. heh. still got to love 2e though. :D

i've seen joyce and fang and su but i havent seen june at all heh. tsk june. have you forgotten all about mgs

>> 10:43 PM;